I'm tired of pretending
That I don't care for you
I'm tired of pretending
That I found someone new
Each lonely night keeps lending
An atmosphere that's blue
I'm tired of pretending
That I'm not in love with you
I'm tired of make believing
That I'm happy when I'm not
I'm tired of hearing people say
"Just look how much he's got"
If you see me laughing
It's just a thing I do
I'm tired of pretending
That I'm not in love with you
I'm tired of pretending
That everything's the same
I hate to be indifferent
When people call your name
I'm tired of talking to myself
And trying to ignore
The things that meant so much to me
When I had you before
I'm tired of spending sleepless nights
So many now it seems
I'm tired of waking up to find
You're only in my dreams
I'm tired of pretending
Our love affair is through
I'm tired of pretending
Rhat I'm not in love with you